| meh. ( @ 2009-05-23 00:55:00 |
| Entry tags: | dan, jobless |
He just doesn't get it.
So we've had the Geothermal guys coming here at 8am since Tuesday. Four days. My normal thing is to stay up until like 3 am and get up when Dan comes home, about 10:30. Nap a bit when he naps. So them coming here 2 and a half hours earlier than my normal wake-up time, has been a bit trying for me. I've had to make a conscious effort to stop watching stupid TV, or stop reading my book (which, I was in the middle of a really good one- The Host by Stephenie Meyer..) and go to bed at a decent hour so that I can wake up by 7:30 in case they got here early.
So the guys are finished here until Tuesday at the earliest. And as Dan was leaving for work just now, I made a little comment of, Yay, I get to sleep in today! And he's all, Yeah, you get to sleep in for a change..
You know what? I am freaking tired! Maybe he can just take off to the hammock when we have strangers in our house and take a leisurely nap, or go to bed when they're working in the basement, but I can't do that! And yes, I got sucked into "just one more chapter" last night and ended up finishing my book at about 4 am, when I had to be on my feet at 7:30 because I *needed* a shower today before they got here, so I only had like minimal sleep and that wasn't the brightest thing to do, but fuck! I need to get doing *something* so he'll get off my ass about this.
I burst into tears. He said, wait, you know that's not the way I meant it, you know I was just joking, right? And of course I said yes.. Because I'm sure he didn't *really* mean it that way... My god, why is he so effing insensitive?